Still no effort on my part to meet new girls. Maybe I will give this guy I meet working a call this friday. Hes my age and works for his father, who is my dads friend. Dont get me wrong I have all the good friends I need, its just impossible to meet a girl to date. So I firgure my best bet is to just kick it with someone new. Maybe if I had a normal job or was in school I wouldnt even think twice about difficulties meeting girls.    But Im not so.. And Im thinking if I stay as passive as I usually am Ill be single forever.   

Been taking the bike out. Its a blast really fun, Im sure Ill start pushing it harder as I get more skilled and comfortable. I think I need to aproach this alot slower than automotove racing.   

Oh and I saw lord of dog town.  It was pretty good. I didnt think of it as a character development movie. I like them the best. Even over horror and scifi.  I would hesitate to spend $8 on it but Id definetly see it again at the $1 movies. Im just curious how long any of you have stayed single. I think initally its difficult, then easier, then more and more difficult.

Flame on bitch!   I want to see fantastic 4.  Maybe I can date jessica alba. Think I stand a chance?

I think things are comming together for the bikes insurance. I hope progressive comes through like they say they will. cross fingers. I just need coverage to pass my licence test. Other than that I really havent touched the bike.  Im not willing to risk my possible license and bike to joyride. Maybe this is a sign of me growing up?  yeah... me grown up. I still watch cartoons.

The 20b runs. I took it out monday night and was tuning by myself. It died near my home and I had to pay a tow truck $80 to get me. I was super pissed. I got rid of the infinity m30 so I was really counting on the rx7. I ran the car out of gas. I hooked up the fuel gauge today.  
I was ready to quit with the car, but I think Im feeling better now. Sometimes this car just seems to beat me down. Its soo much work, you wouldnt even believe. Not like buying a kit and throwing it together in a weekend.  I guess I just get discouraged.

Oh and the rx7 handle extremely well.  Ive never driven a more agile car. It holds tight to the turns and ducks and weaves between lanes on the freeway. Im happy.

I think I should start trying to meet girls. It been a while and its starting to kinda get to me.

I cant insure the god damn bike. WTF. I got a permit so I can learn to ride this bitch. Now I cant learn to ride on my own bike until I either, get a licence or pass the saftey class.  Which makes my permit USELESS.  I hate this goverment. They make no sense. Why waste my fuckin time at the dol to get a useless permit.  I would not ride someone elses bike. I have no fuckin exp, who would let me?       I plan on takin the class, but there is a 2 month wait.  THis class is also run by the state I think.   Fuck these bitches. Well..... I guess more like fuck me.     I now have a bike I cant learn to ride legally and I have to wait 2 months plus the 3 weeks the class takes.     Fuck you goverment.

hee hee guess what?

I was planing on finding a bike a couple months from now, BUT my neighbor hooked me up with a GSX-R750  1997.  Pretty cheap too, and he doesnt mind if I pay him paycheck by paycheck.  I will have over half of it payed off by friday. And I still havent gotten my tax return. I plan on getting the other 2 turbos with that.

So now I must learn to ride safely. Ill pick it up friday. The bike clocked a 9.9 with the stock exhaust and street tires.  I still dont think it will replace the feeling of the car. Diffrent and probally alot faster, but still. Theres something more reassuring about pushing a car as opposed to the bike.

My car after its turboed has a new target. I want to make it out run the bike. 

I still need to see kungfu hustle.

New?  Hmmm.....  20b still is giving me problems. There is some variable Im not catching. The other night. Ted and I got the motor running perfect. Today it wouldnt stay running at all.  So Im going out this week to find an affordable laptop. I hate to spend money on a comp, but I want to be able to tweak the haltech myself.  No way I can really tune myself, but thats what friends are for. I think I can modify off the maps ted made to try and get the little things smoothed out.    Hopefully I can find something under 650.   Ill see whats here locally first, then Ill probally just get a dell.

Its kinda more clear that I want a bike.  I guess it really is impractical. It doesnt cost shit to insure as long as I buy it out right, good on gas, and should be a blast to ride.  Plus it will give me a target for the 20b to out run. Oh one thing shitty, the t3  I bought to start the triple turbo set up is smaller than I thought. Im now looking at 600 rwhp.  Eventually Id like to get higher, but that will be after I max out the triple t3s.       Im still not sure what I want in a bike. I do know I want torque. I got tired of the peaky engines with the 13b. Im a torque junkie.  Im looking at a late 90s 900cc-1000cc.  Maybe a kawasaki zx-9r.  I think Id rather have a heavier bike. From what ive read they are slower and smoother turning.   A one litre bike should be all the power Ill ever need. I dont want another project. Maintance is understandable, but no more projects.

There is a tele preacher on tv right now. I dont know about anyone else, but I gave christianity a whole hearted shot.  Now that Ive fallen out I think Im intolerant of most of what they have to say.  Hes talking about listing to that "still small voice"  and how all day we ask and bitch at god, but hear nothing back.   IF any of you have tired praying and sitting still for a while tell me if it works cuz I dont hear shit. Maybe its my ADD???  =)  Maybe its because Ive always doubted that god gives a shit about me, one in trillions and trillions to have existed on this earth since christs time. Its like me noticing every single ant in an ant farm and making sure hes taken care of.  Sorry guys Im gonna keep that farm from roasting in the sun, keep it full of food and water, and make sure it doesnt fall apart. But that one ant is on his own to get though that farm and his life.  I guess Im a skeptical pesimist. Im not going to kid myself and think I matter in the big picture. I dont, I think I only matter to the here and now. Not many will really make huge impact or even an mark that will last more than a couple generations. Technology seems to be the only thing that really sticks around. Some people think Im happy go lucky. How funny.

sorry to seem so gloomy. Im really not.